civilian world vs the world of imagination

I always have passion to write book about my life, in my heart and mind, I want to express myself in writing, my struggle bring to light.

I want to write a novel about my struggle depression to live in civilian world vs the world of imagination.

Throughout the process, I want to drive myself with the ideas of the world suppose to create in God's image,
creator from God.  Yet, it is a perfect story only if people are obedience to the Lord of creator.
However, the world isn't perfect when God's image is distort and the foundation of morality is shaking.